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心情不好就......

I have enquired some male friends on the issue I'v...

He's just not that into you (Part 1)

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I am feeling terrible right now. I'm sick and have been coughing till my stomach feels like throwing up. My headache is extremely bad, and the thing is I don't even feel like this after drinking. The worst thing now is I couldn't fall asleep. How bad can it supposed to be? It sucks.

I have got quite a lot of things to update, BUT I need to rush my project, test and homework. I shall update when I'm free!

容祖兒, In Motion

作曲：馮穎琪 填詞：林若寧 編曲：王雙駿 監製：王雙駿

生性古怪缺點這樣多

長滿尖刺人人離棄我

但你　不管旁人諸多的教唆

亦浪費歲月陪我渡過　錯配的一個

饒恕我出於貪歡遠比戀愛多

越是誠懇對待　越是成為良心障礙

任別人歧視因我累你遇上白眼

你都百般寵愛是種幸福的虐待

長期地拖你越耐越會有害

任我看到最遠看不出有未來

感激得你　伸手擁抱怪獸

「感激」卻無緣變做愛

一隻妖怪寄居孤獨島

竟會得你來投懷送抱

任你　一生之中於荒島多好

壞事也努力和我辦到

我更加焦燥　難過於命運滑鐵盧

越是誠懇對待　越是成為良心障礙

任別人歧視因我累你遇上白眼

你都百般寵愛是種幸福的虐待

長期地拖你越耐越會有害

自責對你抱歉愛不出愛

擁抱你也帶著感慨　情侶到底未活過來

你縱容我帶有私心分給你這種溫馨折磨

時間不能拖　明白我只不過寂寞便惹禍

不必死心塌地　會有害

分開都不會視作意外　我意內

扮若無其事將你扮做伴侶禮待

但我勉強報答你的慷慨

只有變做感慨　施捨不會變做戀愛

這種戀愛怪獸　應走進無人國自愛

I like this song a lot:)

So I've done blood test and confirmed that I have Helicobacter Pylori, which I inherited from my mum. I will need to eat antibotics for 2 weeks. Oh man. I hate medicines! But after completing the course of medications, I should have gotten rid of the disease. I'm quite an unhealthy person in a way. I also have Beta (β) thalassemias minor which is inherited from my mum. This cannot be cured but it doesn't affect my life, I just lead a normal life like the others. Just that my red blood cell molecules are smaller than normal people's size. Anyway it's just another boring day for me! Sian.

心情不好就......

法國的女人有句調皮話：“我心情不好就巧克力一下。”

其實，法國女人不管心情好不好都愛吃巧克力，她們只是找個藉口讓自己可以可以多吃一點巧克力罷了。

我不知道巧克力是不是會讓一個人的壊心情好起來。我心情不好的时候另有選擇......

我香檳一下。

一個人乾掉半瓶香檳，尤其是玫瑰香檳，醉醺醺的感覺會讓我暫时忘記憂愁。不管心裏多麼難過，我會告訴自己：“我還喝得起香檳啊！我是多麼幸運！”

我陳年干邑一下。

心情不好的时候，我决不喝劣酒。家裏没香檳，便喝陳年干邑，然後帶着香醇的微醺寫稿。這时候寫出來的小説，往往會有意想不到的效果。

我澱粉質一下。

碳水化合物的確能够平衡情緒。我會狂吃意大利麵，日本冷麵，梳打餅和番茄味百力滋。吃了這麼多澱粉質，人會變得很渴睡，睡醒了，明天會開始愛惜自己。

我打人一下。

當然是打身邊那個不會還手，也不會受傷的男人。

我眼淚一下。

這是我持之以久，最有效的方法。

從張小嫺的《收不起的思念》

其實以上的事情，我在心情不好的时候都不會做。我并不是很喜歡吃巧克力，也不是很喜歡吃澱粉質，更加不會陳年干邑。唯有我會眼淚一下，可能女人本來就是水做的，也可能只是我特别喜歡哭。我不否認我是一個很容易流淚的人，但是對我而言，哭是一種最好的發泄方法。有时候當我以為我已經放下一切，可是到頭來我放不下的卻是當时的自己。
過兩天就是情人節了，时間過得眞快。

I have enquired some male friends on the issue I've last posted, that is should a girl ask a guy out?
To me, somehow I feel that girls can ask guys out, there is something which is called friendship. But some part of me says that a girl should not ask a guy out. I know it is contridicating but let me make myself clear. It's okay to ask a guy out if it's pure friendship, and even if you like him, BUT it has to be the guy who asks the girl out during the first time, AND it's usually the guy who asks the girl out. Maybe my thinking is outdated, however I feel that humans will treasure their things that they've strived to get, rather than things that come by easily.

This is what my male friends said: It's okay for a girl to ask a guy out, because it's already 21st century! The guy will feel happy will a girl he likes, asks him out!

I don't know, they seemed to be pretty positive about girls asking guys out. Isn't traditional better at times? You see, if a guy is really interested in a girl, he will ask the girl out. Okay, and if they're just friends, it's even easier to ask each other out! What I'm trying to say here is, if a guy likes a girl, he will ask the girl out and not wait for the girl to ask him. If the guy waits for the girl to ask him out, you should know how significant are you to him.

This does not apply to friendship!
What do you think about it?

20 already!
Studying in SIM
Born in Hong Kong, in Singapore since 7 years old
Girl


不如，你送我一場春雨。
那麽即使我流淚，在雨中，也不容易被你看到。